When I was a kid, I prayed to God that I really wanted to finish schooling because I want to alleviate our family's financial status.
Well, I was so lucky to finally graduate from my course and such an honor to pass the board exam. I once told myself, "YES! This is the beginning of a better future for myself and for my family".
Before, I have this bucket lists of things that I should do. The following are:
a. to send my grandmother to a hospital and give her a general physical examination (She has not walked for almost two decades and it hurts me even more seeing her like that!)
b. to give my mom and dad an executive medical check-up (I dunno if they're healthy but you know, old age has its effects. I just want the best for them.)
c. to send my brothers (joey and jeffrey) and sister (lynlyn) to college (My parent's couldn't afford the every expenses of schooling. They even had a hard time sending me to college even if I had a scholarship what more if they'll send these 3 siblings of mine?)
d. to renovate our house in Bohol (I had all those memories (good and bad) and I wanna cherish them forever).
e. to get my sister (jesel) who is with my Tiyo Corong in Manila (I want a complete family!)
f. to travel around Philippines (It's a bit costly, I know but I'll save. It's the only extravagance I have.)
It hurts me like hell to know that this list will only be a list. It won't happen. Never will. Because I'm, stuck in this place and nobody just cares for me.
It feels like I'm trapped in a quicksand and I just can't get out of it. Why oh why is this happening to me?
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